I've Been Hospitalized

Apr 16, 2007 AT 09:35 pm

At 2:30 this afternoon I was admitted to the hospital for pregnancy related issues. To read this personal post, click on the continue reading link below.

My cervix has had it. My uterus is ****. And so here I am stuck in the hospital indefinitely. The scary part is, I am only 24 weeks and 5 days pregnant. This means that I could get dismissed in a few days or a few weeks... all depending on how I respond to the medication I am receiving. My husband got me a wireless card so at least I can get online to pass the day.
When I first came in they were asking me about who my baby's obstetrician is and whether or not I plan to breastfeed. I was so upset because it made it sound like they expected me to deliver that day. I have to keep telling myself I can make it to 30 weeks. I at least want to make it to 30 weeks.
My heart is breaking that I won't get to see my daughter everyday. I hope that our parents make an effort to bring her to me. My husband will definitely bring her on the weekends - not that I am going to be much fun. BUT AT LEAST SHE WILL SEE MY FACE. Anyway, I just wanted to explain why the site hasn't been updated all day. I've been on one heck of a ride.
Send me lots of good thoughts if you don't mind. It worked last time. Maybe it can work again. :)

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94 Comments

Manda (not verified) said:

feel better vera
i wish you all the best :)

CEL (not verified) said:

feel better mama! heads up! lots of babies do fine 25 weeks on!

sarah (not verified) said:

i read ur site all the time... everything happens for a reasn love... no matter what... everythings gonna be ok!!!!

Bailey (not verified) said:

I know you will make it to your 30 weeks! feel better. ill pray for you!

MAYA (not verified) said:

VERA!!!!!!!!!

YOU ARE GOING TO MAKE IT------------all the good thoughts, wishes and LOVE. i wrote you parts of my favourite poem--desiderata, and i want you to know that there must be a hundred reasons for you to worry---BUT, I WANT YOU to focus on that little baby----THAT ONE PICTURE, you and your little one, hold on to that and believe, just believe that you can do this. Miracles happen all the time, they have in my life, and i KNOW you can have yours.

honey be strong, SO MANY people are rooting for you. i dont know you, i have never spoken to you, but i am PRAYING for you and your family. i wish you all the best, and remember, you are not alone, i wish you strength and unusual calm. may you walk through this with grace and peace.

LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Frannie Farmer (not verified) said:

Oh Vera. I am sooo sorry to hear that. I know how scary that must be. I will pray that you make it to 30 weeks.
Blessings Friend!

Rosie (not verified) said:

Vera, you and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Stay Strong.

Anya (not verified) said:

hang in there :] we love you

Addie (not verified) said:

OMGoodness Vera....take care of yourself!!! Many thoughts and prayers.

AZ (not verified) said:

I wish you all the best. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

C (not verified) said:

Hi Vera,
I know all too well how you are feeling. I had very scary complications after the birth of my son. i will be praying for you. Stay positive! And rest, those are the best things you can do right now.
It will be okay, all of us are rooting for you.
Hang in there.
C

audrey (not verified) said:

You can make it Vera! Sending you all sort of possitive thoughts...but take care of yourself and your baby boy!

Krissy (not verified) said:

30 weeks will be a snap!! Soon your daughter will have a handsome little boy to play with all day long!!

Courtney (not verified) said:

All the best for you!! You are going to be just fine and no matter what you will have so many people around you that care for you and are there for you!!

michelle (not verified) said:

Good luck hun! i hope everything is okay with the baby, best of luck to you!

Heidi (not verified) said:

I wish you all the best - stay strong & hang in there!! xo

techspice (not verified) said:

OMG Vera! I am pulling for you! I feel like I know you after reading this site every day for months. Stay strong and hang in there. You have lots of faceless supporters here for you!

Heather (not verified) said:

Go go go! You can do it! Hang in there, think positive thoughts. You have a big internet family out here wishing you all the best.

Katie (not verified) said:

I read your site all the time and have never responded, but had to reply to this post. Good luck and I hope things go well for you!

Stephanie (not verified) said:

See yourself with a healthy baby and that will be your reality. In the meantime, I will send all the good vibes I can your way :)

Chris (not verified) said:

Take care of yourself, dear.

Anonymous (not verified) said:

Hope you feel better! Sending good luck thoughts your way ...

nonny (not verified) said:

30 weeks hon you can make it 30 weeks! My thoughts are will you!!

Paula (not verified) said:

Your site is one of a few I view every day, mostly for the harmless fun of escaping the problems of the real world for a while. Take care, and I hope your little one hangs in there a while longer before joining the rest of us on this crazy mixed up planet of ours.

used to love her (not verified) said:

Plenty of positive thoughts your way. Please try NOT to worry. Remember - you ARE past the danger point. The baby (as stated above) will thrive at this point. YOU should be positive already! :) Anything from here on out is just even better!!! I will send tons of positive thoughts your way.

JAY (not verified) said:

I will keep you in my thoughts

Kitty (not verified) said:

Hi there, I have only just found your site and I love it!

It is very sad news to hear you are in hospital and I hope very much that you get well!

Stay strong!

Kitty (not verified) said:

Hi there, I have only just found your site and I love it!

It is very sad news to hear you are in hospital and I hope very much that you get well!

Stay strong!
Sending you get well thoughts all the way from New Zealand :)

sharla (not verified) said:

Hang in there Vera! We are all routing for you and sending our thoughts and prayers your way!