I've Been Hospitalized

At 2:30 this afternoon I was admitted to the hospital for pregnancy related issues. To read this personal post, click on the continue reading link below.

My cervix has had it. My uterus is pissed. And so here I am stuck in the hospital indefinitely.  The scary part is, I am only 24 weeks and 5 days pregnant. This means that I could get dismissed in a few days or a few weeks... all depending on how I respond to the medication I am receiving. My husband got me a wireless card so at least I can get online to pass the day.
When I first came in they were asking me about who my baby's obstetrician is and whether or not I plan to breastfeed. I was so upset because it made it sound like they expected me to deliver that day. I have to keep telling myself I can make it to 30 weeks. I at least want to make it to 30 weeks.
My heart is breaking that I won't get to see my daughter everyday. I hope that our parents make an effort to bring her to me. My husband will definitely bring her on the weekends - not that I am going to be much fun. BUT AT LEAST SHE WILL SEE MY FACE.  Anyway, I just wanted to explain why the site hasn't been updated all day. I've been on one heck of a ride.
Send me lots of good thoughts if you don't mind. It worked last time. Maybe it can work again. :)



COMMENTS...

Manda Manda said:

feel better vera
i wish you all the best :)

CEL CEL said:

feel better mama! heads up! lots of babies do fine 25 weeks on!

sarah sarah said:

i read ur site all the time... everything happens for a reasn love... no matter what... everythings gonna be ok!!!!

Bailey Bailey said:

I know you will make it to your 30 weeks! feel better. ill pray for you!

MAYA MAYA said:

VERA!!!!!!!!!

YOU ARE GOING TO MAKE IT------------all the good thoughts, wishes and LOVE. i wrote you parts of my favourite poem--desiderata, and i want you to know that there must be a hundred reasons for you to worry---BUT, I WANT YOU to focus on that little baby----THAT ONE PICTURE, you and your little one, hold on to that and believe, just believe that you can do this. Miracles happen all the time, they have in my life, and i KNOW you can have yours.

honey be strong, SO MANY people are rooting for you. i dont know you, i have never spoken to you, but i am PRAYING for you and your family. i wish you all the best, and remember, you are not alone, i wish you strength and unusual calm. may you walk through this with grace and peace.

LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Frannie Farmer Frannie Farmer said:

Oh Vera. I am sooo sorry to hear that. I know how scary that must be. I will pray that you make it to 30 weeks.
Blessings Friend!

Rosie Rosie said:

Vera, you and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Stay Strong.

Anya Anya said:

hang in there :] we love you

Addie Addie said:

OMGoodness Vera....take care of yourself!!! Many thoughts and prayers.

AZ AZ said:

I wish you all the best. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

C C said:

Hi Vera,
I know all too well how you are feeling. I had very scary complications after the birth of my son. i will be praying for you. Stay positive! And rest, those are the best things you can do right now.
It will be okay, all of us are rooting for you.
Hang in there.
C

audrey audrey said:

You can make it Vera! Sending you all sort of possitive thoughts...but take care of yourself and your baby boy!

Krissy Krissy said:

30 weeks will be a snap!! Soon your daughter will have a handsome little boy to play with all day long!!

Courtney Courtney said:

All the best for you!! You are going to be just fine and no matter what you will have so many people around you that care for you and are there for you!!

michelle michelle said:

Good luck hun! i hope everything is okay with the baby, best of luck to you!

Heidi Heidi said:

I wish you all the best - stay strong & hang in there!! xo

techspice techspice said:

OMG Vera! I am pulling for you! I feel like I know you after reading this site every day for months. Stay strong and hang in there. You have lots of faceless supporters here for you!

Heather Heather said:

Go go go! You can do it! Hang in there, think positive thoughts. You have a big internet family out here wishing you all the best.

Katie Katie said:

I read your site all the time and have never responded, but had to reply to this post. Good luck and I hope things go well for you!

Stephanie Stephanie said:

See yourself with a healthy baby and that will be your reality. In the meantime, I will send all the good vibes I can your way :)

Chris Chris said:

Take care of yourself, dear.

Anonymous Anonymous said:

Hope you feel better! Sending good luck thoughts your way ...

nonny nonny said:

30 weeks hon you can make it 30 weeks! My thoughts are will you!!

Paula Paula said:

Your site is one of a few I view every day, mostly for the harmless fun of escaping the problems of the real world for a while. Take care, and I hope your little one hangs in there a while longer before joining the rest of us on this crazy mixed up planet of ours.

used to love her used to love her said:

Plenty of positive thoughts your way. Please try NOT to worry. Remember - you ARE past the danger point. The baby (as stated above) will thrive at this point. YOU should be positive already! :) Anything from here on out is just even better!!! I will send tons of positive thoughts your way.

JAY JAY said:

I will keep you in my thoughts

Kitty Kitty said:

Hi there, I have only just found your site and I love it!

It is very sad news to hear you are in hospital and I hope very much that you get well!

Stay strong!

Kitty Kitty said:

Hi there, I have only just found your site and I love it!

It is very sad news to hear you are in hospital and I hope very much that you get well!

Stay strong!
Sending you get well thoughts all the way from New Zealand :)

sharla sharla said:

Hang in there Vera! We are all routing for you and sending our thoughts and prayers your way!

Babs Babs said:

Sending you positive and healing energy all the way from B.C. Canada.

Love your site and all of the work that you put into it.

Keep the faith, sweetie

lau lau said:

my sister had similar problems and delivered slightly early but i have a beautiful healthy neice so im sure that you too will make it through this. dont worry just hang in there everything will work out!
i wish you the best

lau lau said:

ps - that youtube video of your daughter was ADORABLE. just watch that and it will bring a smile to your face :)

Sher Sher said:

I begin to love this creature,
and to anticipate her birth
as a fresh twist to a knot,
which I do not wish to untie.

-- Author:Mary Wollstonecraft

**Positive thoughts Vera!**

Amy Amy said:

i wish you tons of luck and you will be in my prayers :)

Nicole Nicole said:

Stay positive Vera!!! We just want you to have your healthy baby boy!!! You are in my prayers!

Jennifer Jennifer said:

I know it is easier said than done but stay strong and positive. We are al praying for you and you family. All the Best.

darko darko said:

hey vera, all my prayers will be with you and your children(born and unborn) Keep strong girlie!

Rhi Rhi said:

I wish you all the best. All of us are praying for you. Even those of us like myself who are across the world. (i am from Australia)

xo Rhi

Mamita Mamita said:

Hey Vera,
Hang in there, we are all rooting for you!
I pray that you and your baby will be fine and I truly believe you two will make it through this difficult time and be able to go home healthy!
xxx

Stacey Dunner Stacey Dunner said:

Good luck to you and this precious time,
I have been watching your updates with hope and prayers for you and your little bundle, as myself i am 14.5 weeks and have everything crossed for you, am sure you will both be just fine and dandy, best wishes and stay safe...

Stacey
xx

mochaj mochaj said:

Hey sweetie, you must really love your gig or you just love us, this would be the last thing on my mind. Anyways i know what you are going through i had my twins 2 1/2 months early and hated the hospital bed until i got home to my unuser friendly bed and the maid service, lol... You will be fine just dont stress and trust in God. Relax, Relax, Relax and eat all the ice cream and jello you want.

Lilpixie Lilpixie said:

Stay positive and good luck, I hope all goes well...sending the good vibes all the way from the UK xx

Rita Rita said:

Hiya - I wanted to say (from Australia) that I am keeping all fingers and toes crossed that you make it to 30 weeks, I can feel it in my bones that you will :) Think thick :)

Rita
xx

Irishgirl Irishgirl said:

I hope all goes well Vera, be strong, I am sure that you will make it to 30 weeks. Best Wishes, Angela (Dublin, Ireland).

maria maria said:

omg vera!! i wish you all the best. focus on your baby, forget the blog. we can survive and we will still love you!! all the best for you and your family!

Jennz Jennz said:

This baby will hit 30 weeks (or more)! Moms have magical powers!!!

Lou Lou said:

Best wishes and love for things going well.

Eva Eva said:

Stay strong!! I will be thinking of you and sending you and your baby all my best wishes.

Heather M. Heather M. said:

I will be thinking and praying for you and your baby. I hope you get well soon!

mgirly mgirly said:

Vera,
I wish you the best! I know that it will all work out!

Jennifer Jennifer said:

You will be okay!!! Your daughter will not forget about her mommy!! Everything will be fine!! You are too sweet and funny and wonderful to have anything bad.

Kat Kat said:

I know you can do it, Chica! You will get to the 30 weeks and then some! You go girl! :)

Jane W Jane W said:

Feel better soon! This will be all worth it in just a few short weeks. Just relax and rest. Try to think of it as a noisy Inn or Spa.

sumi sumi said:

My thoughts and prayers are with you , your baby, and your husband and little girl ...take care.

Niki Niki said:

It is tough to be at the hospital and away from family. I was put on bedrest in the hospital at 30 weeks for 3 weeks before they delivered me c-section. I will be praying for you and your baby. Just think of this as time to catch up on YOU!!! It always helped me to remember "I can leave whenever I want, I am staying here by choice." Just helped me feel like I was in control. You can do it VERA!

Riina Riina said:

I send prayers and good thoughts to you. Hope everything goes well.*hugs*

Nichole Nichole said:

Praying for you and your baby Vera!

Blessings!

Maximum Big Surprise Maximum Big Surprise said:

So sorry to hear about your situation Vera! I hope it turns out well in the end. (((hugs)))

Hope E. Cruser Hope E. Cruser said:

Vera - I just want you to know that I am one of the many others who you bless all day while I am working, giving me a great way to pass a few minutes in between tasks, that always lightens my mood, and your new site is even better, since I am very into enviromental and animals rights and welfare causes. With all you give me it is easy to say that I am thinking about you and sending you and your new baby, your husband and your little girl every positive vibe I can.

Kelly O Kelly O said:

Many thoughts and prayers for you and your family !!!

Marie Eve Marie Eve said:

Thinking about you! Sending you million of positive thoughts! :)

Silvr Silvr said:

thinking of you...

Angela S. Angela S. said:

Feel better soon! Take this time to relax.

Miss_Julie Miss_Julie said:

Sending you truckloads of good thought, luck and health...

Stay strong!

H&K

ln ln said:

Everything will work out! Just keep your mind busy and think positive! You and your family are in my thoughts! :)

Cee Cee said:

Hey Vera,

You and the baby gonna be fine! Try to rest up in the hospital and get strong!

Love,
Cee

Eileen Eileen said:

hugs to you! hang in there!

Kristen Kristen said:

I am so sorry to hear the news! I am sending lots of thoughts and prayers to you and your family. Hang in there!

Kristen Kristen said:

I am sorry to hear that you are in the hospital. Only a few more weeks. You can do it. It is good they are taking such good care of you. You sound like you have a great husband. I also have a pissed off uterus. I am only on partial bed rest. I do not have any idea how you manage to stay so positive. Sending you positive baby vibes. TAKE CARE!

Nick Nick said:

Vera...

After reading Lisa #21, I am confident for you and your baby.

Obviously, you have a bunch of folks that wish you the best and care.

God bless---take care---you are the best!

Feebee Feebee said:

You can make it to 30 weeks - hell, tell yourself 35! Keep your legs crossed and think happy thoughts. Try to relax and rest. You might as well talk to your baby and tell him/her just to hold tight a little while longer.

I really hope everything will be okay, my thoughts are with you.

Marlena Marlena said:

Go Vera, GO!
Good luck and blessed be!

JT JT said:

Hang in there...everything is going to be OK. Take care...we are thinking of you.

Aladyinredpolish Aladyinredpolish said:

I really hope the best for you. You seem like such a loving and warm person. I know this is a scarey time for you and for your family, but the more postive thoughts you have the better it will be for your body. MAybe listen to some light music to calm down your spirit inside... I am thinking of you.

Andrea2 Andrea2 said:

Prayers and best wishes for the health and safety of you and your baby!!!

Lady B Lady B said:

oh V i hope u get better & i hope everything will go the way u want!! wish u all the best of luck & health u hang out there girl :)

B

Melissa Melissa said:

I will be praying for you and your baby. I hope everything gets better!!

Mayfly Mayfly said:

awww sweetheart. My heart is breaking. Sending lots of love and prayers to you.

Anonymous said:

i wish you and the baby health. be strong, and think positive. remember that you already have a daughter, and you should make her feel that everything is o.k. it may be scary for her to see mommy in hospital.

Catherine Catherine said:

Hang in there Vera (and baby)! {{{hugs}}}

Karla Karla said:

You will make it past your 30 weeks. Just wait and see. All my thoughts and prayers are with you.

hkat hkat said:

I will certainly pray for you & send good thoughts your way - with everything trying thing that has been thrown at you this pregnancy, you have remained courageous, strong & determined. Also wickedly funny - thoughts & prayers !!

Andrea Andrea said:

Hey Vera,
I am also in my 24th week... I know how you are feeling, but hang in there... you will get through this. Just keep thinking postively and that the little baby inside of you is going to continue to hang on.

Jerine Jerine said:

I know this is late bet jus sending u the best wishes 4 u and ur little one, we are all praying 4 u

Peace Peace said:

Wishing you an expedited hospital stay and a healthy & happy life!

Heather :) Heather :) said:

Oh, Vera! I wish you the best. You and your growing family are in my prayers!

Emma Emma said:

Best thoughts are heading your way. Keep positive, listen to your doctors and understand this is a temporary glitch in your life and the lives of your family. You can do it!! Good luck to you.

Sherry Sherry said:

I will pray for you Vera - stay positive if possible it helps!!!

Mariana Mariana said:

best of luck, mom!!!!

Anonymous said:

Wishing you ALL THE BEST, Vera!!

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