John Travolta Will Never Be The Same

I mean... OF COURSE he will never be the same. I don't even want to THINK about losing a child. I actually can't let myself. Too terrible fathom.

John Travolta's lawyer has made an official statement about death of his son, Jett. In it, he admits John will never be the same.

"John did everything in his power to revive [his son.] John and Jett had a very strong relationship. Words cannot explain how close they were. This will take a lot of time. His life will never be the same again." 

People Magazine also interviewed a family friend who gave more details about Jett's last moments and how desperate John was to hold on. I cried just imaging his pain.  The friend says workers litereally had to remove John from Jett's body because he wouldn't stop trying to revive him.

"He never dreamed of this – their relationship was so close,” says family attorney Mike Ossi, who is in the Bahamas with the actor. "He always said 'I'm happy as long as my kids are happy.' He is heartbroken … To bury your son is the worst thing you can ever do."

According to Ossi, 16-year-old Jett was discovered by a nanny on Friday morning around 10 a.m. After the nanny called 911, John Travolta tried in vain to resuscitate his son.

"He didn't want anything to happen to that boy, and he kept on trying to revive him," said Ossi. "He did mouth-to-mouth until they had to physically remove John to take Jett to the hospital."