Marilyn Manson Admits To Lowest Point
Marilyn Manson phoned Evan Rachel Wood 158 times in one day after they split.
The goth rocker struggled to cope when Evan called off their almost two-year romance last year, and has revealed he was so depressed over Christmas he resorted to self harm.
He explained to Spin magazine:
"My lowest point was Christmas Day 2008, because I didn't speak to my family. My walls were covered in scrawlings of the lyrics and cocaine bags nailed to the wall. And I did have an experience where I was struggling to deal with being alone and being forsaken and being betrayed by putting your trust in one person, and making the mistake of that being the wrong person.
"I made the mistake of trying to, desperately, grasp on and save that and own it. And every time I called her that day - I called 158 times - I took a razorblade and I cut myself on my face or on my hands."
Oh my goodness!!
The 40-year-old musician revealed his new album 'The High End Of Low' is about the break-up, adding hurting himself was his way of showing Evan, 21, how much she had hurt him.
"This was intentional, this was a scarification. I wanted to show her the pain she put me through. It was like, 'I want you to physically see what you've done.'
"That damage is part of the record, and the song 'I Want to Kill You Like They Do in The Movies' is about my fantasies. I have fantasies every day about smashing her skull in with a sledgehammer.
"'Devour' is about when someone said to me, 'OK, I want to be with you until I die.' And then they gave up. I was at the point in my life where I was like, 'OK, let's die, but I tell you what, I'm going to kill you first, because I don't trust you.' "
Wonder what Evan thinks when she reads all of this!
he is one very disturbed freak. What he said, and what he did is in no way artistic.
44607 points
Seriously disturbed. Not even in a cool way either.
555 points
creeeeepy
14395 points
This guy should go out and get professional help.
Wow this is just uncalled for.. He does need some serious help. Hopefully these thoughts aren't still going through his head bc if I were her I would get a restrainning order!!
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I'm so glad Evan Rachel Wood broke up with him. I never really noticed her until I watched "Across the Universe" early this year (I'm not obsessed with that movie! lol!) and she looked so much better with the reddish hair, or her blonde hair. I hope she never goes back to this creepy guy... Shudder...
1591615 points
he sounds really creepy, agree with all of you.
Lets all cut ourselves every time we have hard time with the break up,
what a solution! except it's NOT!
Marlyn, get some help.
Evan like someone said before me, get a restrainning order.
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Well, on the upside, it will probably make for one heck of an album. ;-) There are a few of his songs that I love. I think some of this is interview is just for "shock factor". I've heard so many times that he is truly an intelligent & normal guy who just says/performs in ways that are completely opposite of what he's REALLY like.
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well if it's true what you heard CapturingLife, then it must be so hard always be someone else, but yourself. I'm not trying to argue or anything like that, but i have hard time imaging good person saying "I have fantasies every day about smashing her skull in with a sledgehammer". That's absolutely disturbing fantasy.
1591615 points
well if it's true what you heard CapturingLife, then it must be so hard for him always be someone else, but yourself. I'm not trying to argue or anything like that, but i have hard time imaging good person saying "I have fantasies every day about smashing her skull in with a sledgehammer". That's absolutely disturbing fantasy.
3100 points
Wow, I'm glad she got rid of that guy - for her own safety.
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This is payback for what he did to Dita. Karma is a bitch.
19090 points
I love Dita von Tease
She is GORGEOUS!
I was never a big fan of MM, but i think he makes sense (in an insane way) about braking up and id actually check out this cd
Couldn't agree more.
he is sick.
5870 points
poor guy...He posts bulletins from his Myspace from time to time. The last one I read was a really dark poem. It depressed me to read it. I really hope he goes back to his old music though...that last album was a bit emo and that is SO very not typical Manson.
1690 points
Uhmm... if he's not saying all of this just to get attention or a reaction and this is how he really feels, that is REALLY scary.
2660 points
Way to get some attention & link it to his album.
20305 points
Time to grow up and sort out your demons
2685 points
He is such a FREAK.
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that is just disturbing! I hope he is just saying it all for some attention for his album.. otherwise... I hope he seeks help!!
on anothe rnote.. he nails cocaine bags to his walls? Why? I know plenty of hollywood dose cocaine, but why nail it to a wall? Or do you think he collects the empty bags for suviners and turns them into wall art?
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there is a good chance that he really is turning those into art. i saw a docu where he showed his (very clean, organized) studio and talks about art.
Some photos of his paintings are online. They're not very good but he can paint. Or he uses visual art as a form of expression.
11990 points
This is sick!
He is so romantic, is hard finding good men and Marilyn Manson is one of them.
hmmmmmmmmm ? seriously ?
25305 points
that's kinda scary. I've felt like that about exes bf. It's hard not to get hurt and angry. As long as they stay thoughts and not actions.
3295 points
I usually like Marilyn Manson because he is different, but this is just creepy. He wants to bash her head it? Craziness! I guess it is good that he is not acting on it.
4905 points
He sounds like an angsty teenager.
Even if he's just saying this to shock people, it's completely irresponsible and promotes a violent and unhealthy lifestyle. If he really said these things he should be in jail for uttering death threats, & I hope Evan has security protecting her from her mentally disturbed ex.
1385 points
she should consider a restraining order...
3145 points
Wow, I'm speechless on this one. . . . .
I think the second quote is referring to his ex wife?
he is a 40-year old fat emo dude
He sounds like somebody who still lives with mommy and has their own apartment....in the basement.
1385 points
she should consider a restraining order...
Manson may dress like a woman but he's a typical male. How many times have men cheated on women and ended relationships? Do you see Rachel Hunter for example talking about smashing someone's head with a sledgehammer. This is where violence and murder against women stems from.
5870 points
At least he isn't beating women up.
540 points
he is so faking it, creepy scarification stories are no longer cool. this dude is like 40 and acts like emo teenager
erm...he called it off? So it's his fault not hers?
This man is too creepy for my liking! I hope Evan is well protected from him....
erm...he called it off? So it's his fault not hers?
This man is too creepy for my liking! I hope Evan is well protected from him....
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