




"The darkest moment was when we had just finished recording out major label record and two days later we were going to go to Europe and I felt completely lost and out of control.
At that point, I'd seen some doctors and they were Hollywood doctors so they gave me a cocktail (of prescription drugs) but I was kind of the drugstore cowboy, so I took the cocktail the way I wanted to take it.
I got in my car. I remember I was listening to Jeff Buckley doing Leonard Cohen's (song) Hallelujah and sat there and took a bunch of (prescription drug) Adavan in a Best Buy (store) parking lot.
And I called up my manager because I was, at that point, completely out of my head with Adavan. And I was talking to him and I was slurring my words, so he called my mom and my mom called me and she came and got me and we went to the hospital.
I came home and we realised that we needed to do more than just keep (my) head above water. It's not really about keeping your head above water, it's about feeling all right and feeling safe in your own skin. It's not about keeping your head above water and barely keep going."







"My life is so far from domesticated. That is not a good definition of me at all. Demi and I play around the world and that is awesome. I was just on the phone with my agent and he said to me, 'I don't know many people who have it as good as you have it.' And I don't know anyone who has it as good as I have it. I have a great spiritual foundation, an amazing career, a loving, supportive wife and family, I have a lot of friends and I don't have any enemies. I don't know a lot of people who have what I have."


"I fell for him because I was feeling vulnerable after my breakup, like Britney, and he made me feel amazing about myself. He used to call me "Bebe" but I found out recently that's his pet name for Britney, too, which hurts. "
"The first time he came over to my house, I asked about Britney. He swore they were just good friends. He promised they weren't having sex and he kept reminding me what a hard time Britney had been through. 'We're close and I'm supporting her through difficult times,' he told me. We never went out in public - ” I thought he was protecting Britney's feelings. He kept saying, 'As soon as she's back on her own feet, we can go public.' I suspected he might be lying, but I wanted to believe him."

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