Tila Tequila Explains Her Twitter Meltdown

Did you hear about the series of seemingly suicidal posts Tila Tequila made on twitter last Monday evening? Here's a recap (courtesy of E! Online, since Tila's twitter page is now protected):
"I am going to kill myself cuz I don't want to life in a world where its filled with IGNORANCE! which majority of you ARE! & racists!" she threatened. "As dark descends into my world…I drown at night, without a fight. One last breath before I go. Dont mourn me world, I will die slow."
Tila took to her blog to explain herself.
I am a bit embarrassed and ashamed that the whole world witnessed my very public meltdown about being suicidal, but at the same time, I know that I shouldn't be. I believe that it was God's way of trying to help me because it is not my time to die. Had I not spoken out for help, my loved ones would not have seen my cry for help, and I probably wouldn't be alive today to write this letter to you. Had I not done what I did that night, I most definitely would have made the biggest mistake of my life, that I can never undo....
Then Tila explains how she's had a difficult time since her altercation with Shawne Merriman and the case being dismissed later due to insufficient evidence. I hope Tila is getting the help she needs; she's certainly had a rough time of it lately.
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pic and news update are discordant. not very classy, ino
33020 points
Public suicide notes... :')
She's a mess
If all of this is true then I really would feel for her, I do have to admit that because she is always so over the top media attention hungry that it is hard to take a lot of the things she says seriously. I have to wonder is this real or is she just grossly exaggerating things for more attention?
129675 points
How could you leave out the row she had with, "Charlamange The God"? That was some funny shit. This girl had zero intention of killing herself. She's completely irrelevant now and she's looking for attention, period.
40775 points
I guess with her breakdown and all, she couldn't grab a bra.
27560 points
:0
She might as well have forgotten the shirt too b/c it's not covering anything. Those fake, hard-looking boobs and those nipples are disgusting! I do NOT see why some men love fake breasts!
Wow! What a loser. Does she need attention that bad? She's pissed due to her supposed domestic abuse case being a lie. She messes it up for the women that are truly abused.
17580 points
Oh, I didn't realize that was fake!
28805 points
What a classy girl.
101170 points
lol !! so , no bonner?
Once again promoting trash.
hrm... if you are such an emotional mess why not go see a therapist....no no take to your twitter account? really? just another attention whoring moment. i guess she is just too emotional for a bra as well.
33020 points
Hahahaha all the love we have for Tila Tequila!
3035 points
dear tila,
please wear a bra.
thanks!
135015 points
Expressing suicidal thoughts does not mean someone is an "attention whore." People don't become suicidal so they can get attention - that is one of the stupidest things I have ever heard. It is not something to be taken lightly, ever.
40775 points
I think the whole not wearing a bra and see thru white tee are what makes her an attention whore.
She is repulsive...
3465 points
maybe she is just wanting attention so she can get a reality show again
2675 points
Oh dear.
129675 points
PERFECT comment! LOL! :o)
1405 points
She needs therapy, and to slow down on the clubbin' and drinking.
Since she's talking about God now, it would be a good time for her
to visit church more often.
She might as well go topless. What's the point? Everything is showing. This girl needs some class. Gross!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Women need to stop dressing like trash. Maybe then men will stop treating women like sex objects.
8410 points
Attention whore is what she is. Shes not hearing her name being mentioned since her "allegedly assult" or someone offering her to start in a reality show, so now she needs to see herself make some kind of headline. Looser!!!
You praise the Kardashians but throw hate on this chick...lol...some women are so fake and obvious morons.
6755 points
What is with the boobs..... wow, girl needs a bra to atleast cover her nipples up
If she wants respect she needs to start off by showing some for herself and cleaning up her whole act. Dressing like this won't get her respect.
281795 points
I just don't understand why she would say she was going to kill herself on twitter, I guess she wanted attention. Ugh, can't stand her, so I guess that makes me ignorant and racist...
1935 points
Bra, people! Wear bras!!!!!!!!!! You can get them for $9.99 at Target!
93685 points
lol! vera should put it in the fashion find ha.
1340 points
Why is this girl famous? B/c she's a hot mess??? I don't understand what classifies talent anymore. And I agree, you have $$, BUY A BRA!!!
When she'll really kill herself everyone here is going to shut up. Of course she's a really lonely person with zero self esteem. Otherwise she wouldn't be parading her boobs around like an idiot! She's craving love from others but being a slut can't bring you purpose and respect, Tila. Anyway I believe her suicide note...
93685 points
sounds like she needs serious help.
She's extremely sweet, and while everyone has every right to satire a public figure, it just so distasteful to kick someone when they're down. She's hurting, and it's just not that difficult to either say something nice, or nothing at all.
Yawn!!!
52515 points
She needs to see a therapist.
Who cares about her she's just so jealous of "Blacks People"
So True.
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